random 01

if i deleted everything from my past,
will you sync your present with mine
and claim a space to create anew
memories that this time wont have to be
archived?

tonight i mourn...

it was

an open heart drowned 

in its own blood

pulsating the last

strokes of madness

gasping..reaching out

till the final minute

struggling, hoping..

waiting

a final stab that will

stop the bleeding

or a judgment that 

reasons pain..

nothing

only the veiled darkness remained

staggering breaths 

in reckless silence.

damp, cold, alone 

angry and cursed!

tonight i mourn

because you left

and you chose 

a painful death

write!

write!
until you've emptied your soul
until your heart beats only words
losing, their meaning,
the gaps and pauses - in between

write!
because an end has to be written
because silence cannot speak
because there is a truth in every lie
and a lie in every promise


write!
until your pen cries in matte black,
devoid, of red blood's charm...
before the last rainbow sleeps

because the world awaits time
and when it stops, to read

noncomittal

between doubts and uncertainties
we know we have the answers
but we wait..
we wait till they speak out
we wait till they touch us
burn us!
we wait, sometimes
eternal...

just for tonight

just for tonight, she leaves
the blank pages untouched
and leafs through the old ones
singing loudly of the past

just for tonight, she touches
the scars vaguely remembered
of an unnamed child, lost
in wanton squander of youth

 just for tonight, she bids back
words she failed to save
from the mocking silence,
and lies
of a love that was

just for tonight, she refuses
an end.