for a last night

should i dream

my last tonight

it will be

of no fear

the black and white

of yesteryears shall combine

and a new colour shall be born

that which you can touch

and feel

and smile or cry about

but pain you will

forget...

i dont wish to leave

so many more dreams

i want to make

but i hear a voice

drawing me near

to that dreaded end

a pull so great

i tried

my resistance is

futile...

i cannot bring you

to where i'll go

im not sure if i can return

i'll negotiate somehow

if only for a last time

to sing

in your dreams

should i fail

you will know

my poems...all the good and bad

ones i leave

find me there when

you read

between the lines

in my silence, you... will feel

should i dream my last tonight

hold me dear, hold me tight

believe

im not lost...nor are you

shall find on your morrow

pray and smile

then let me

go...