here's what i wrote when i thought of you

you are
the smile i'll never share
those fine lines that form
around my lips
when i see you
or learn any of
and about
only you

you are
the voice i'll never have
one that speaks
so tender
yet true, scolds me
in tranquility
speaks soft but solid
yes you
the voice
only you can have

you are
the poems i'll never write
the passion i have
words
will never share
the many wonders
of you
i will never

you are
the thoughts i'd like to keep
not in my mind
but in my soul
coz u breathe life
and you are
life.....hope
that never falters

you are
the friend i'll never be
selfless and giving
nothing u wont
understand
nothing u need to ever hide
when all friends have gone
u will remain
and i want you
to...remain
mine

but

you are
the love i'll never know
nor will i ever have

the dream

sometimes i wonder
if you know

im here
watching you
hearing you
from an immeasurable distance
in silence...oh deafening!

and i am here
i shall remain
as you do
the smile
the voice
life...hope
my thoughts
the friend
i
love
you...are